i’m trying to drown myself with music once again…

i’m trying to use my keyboard as my piano keys…

i was about to tell you i love you earlier…

i was there listening to your phone ringing in my ear…

but before you can answer, the coward in me pressed the end button…

i may never had the courage to tell you…

you might never hear me utter those words in this lifetime….

but i do…

i love you more than i can say…

more than these words i’m trying to write..more than anything i can think of
right now…

you’re the only one…the only one who were able to see me as me…

the only one who understood…

the only one whom i don’t have to hide a single scar, a single flaw…

i may never find another one like you in this journey of mine…

but i promise you…

i will kiss you like i’ve never kissed anyone else…

i will hug you like my life depended on it…just give me time…

i may be too late…

but there’s no harm in trying…

i’ll be hanging on tight…

8-15-2010

10:50pm